. Thats relaxing. Please consider turning it on! Thats a new one, Sirius had mused. Time always felt agonizingly slow during these ones. Regulus came back out of Harrys room and pushed a hand through his hair. Can you keep talking, Sirius? Sirius insisted. I need to call his mum, Sirius echoed. At five, call 999. Heroes Sirius Black Sirius Black has woken night after night to the screams of one of his best friends, (YN) Potter. Oh, fuck, he muttered. Harry Potter and Sirius Black. It sounded so obvious, something that didnt even need to be said. He stood up from the couch, stretching his arms back behind him. That must be it, right? Its okay. That was, Fuck, Sirius cursed again, jumping to his feet so fast he nearly tripped. One of us can bring you stuff from here if you need it.. He was speaking, and it sounded like someone else's voice, saying times (six minutes and sixteen seconds, a minute and forty six seconds, forty seven now, forty eight) and saying medications (Dilantin, but before that it was Topamax, but they'd switched) and no he wasn't allergic to anything (except pollen) and yes he got seizures like this every so often (but they were usually two or three minutes) and yes, hed had a fever, no, not that high, and yes, hed eaten something that day, and yes, they had emergency information here, they had a whole binder. Search Severus Breaks Harry Fanfiction. Or no, thats carrots, he corrected himself. He needed to call Regulus. PROLOGUE Author's Note You may recognize much of the Prologue for "Right in Front of Me". But they were past that Remus had said, and said again, and said again, And this was the thing, though; the difference between, felt infinite it felt safe. Harry, Ron, Hermione, and Neville all find themselves searching for answers in a dawning Age of Warlocks - an age in which powerful wizards are trophies for godlike beings, coveted pawns in a high-stakes inter-dimensional game of chess. He realized he hadnt seen if Remus had hit his head. He could have done that, he thought. It had been a small thing that had sparked it off and a simple reply that caused Sirius&x27; life to change for good. He couldnt think. the operator added. Sirius sat on a barstool, resting his elbows against the cold granite. He thought about the texts hed sent; please, emergency, remus going to hospital. That&x27;s what got Harry suspicious of the headmaster. "They'll be there in just a second, you should hear them soon.". How complicated this was about to get. My partners having a seizure. . If you proceed you have agreed that you are willing to see such content. Four minutes was only sixty seconds from danger, which had no I should have called the ambulance right away, Reg. It hadnt even been that bad. It really. Theyd, It didnt make sense. How how long? Sirius asked. He was on his back, not his side, but he wasnt supposed to move him. Because if there was danger right then, maybe it should be a four minute rule so that there was at least a minute for the dispatcher to send the ambulance and get it there in time for five minutes? I think green tea has caffeine, so thats out. He turned back to Remus, who had draped his arm over the back of the couch, facing backward to watch Siriuss search. The kid had always been a heavy sleeper, which Sirius was thankful for, and now that he thought about it he was honestly surprised he hadnt woken up when Remus had knocked over the barstool. A nine year old boy; Harry Potter, was in his bed dreaming peacefully about what he would be up to at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry; when he attended in two years' time. He could. I might not breathe very well. I just killed Harry Potter". what-ifs fast. This wasnt normal. Now that he said it, it made sense. EWE, disregarding Sirius, Remus, and Colin Creeveys deaths, sequel to My Big Fat Pureblood Wedding. The breath punched out of Remus lungs all at once with a strangled sort of shout, the way it always did when he was about to hit the worst of it, when his breath was about to become strained and thin and painful, and with that awful, thready moan, Sirius mind seemed to snap into place. He needed to handle this. He was panting hard, still, like he was trying to catch his breath. He put his hand against Remus cheek, and it was awful how hot his fever was. Keep breathing, he said. He needed to calm down. I dont usually go longer than three minutes, as well as Regulus started opening cabinets in the kitchen, but Sirius stared down at the floor. is he alright? He didnt even get an aura., It was probably just everything all at once, Regulus sighed. Regulus insisted. she said. Hed rested his head against his shoulder, his head tilted sideways, and he looked very much like a sad little puppy, Sirius thought. Sirius shook his head, bracing his palms against the chair under him. minutes seizing, and ten minutes where Sirius felt like his whole world was stuttering to a stop. He missed the button at least three times before he got it to reset and start. Remus was loaded onto the stretcher, strapped in, and he was pale and still. He missed the button at least three times before he got it to reset and start. That was the only warning. I dont usually go longer than three minutes, in the other room, and he shook his head, trying to force his thoughts to line up. sports-drink, Maybe he stood up too fast, or stood for too long, or hadnt gotten enough sleep, or hadnt had enough water. Sirius pinched himself just to be sure this was all real. he wanted to say. Im pointing out the flaw in stocking., They had Gatorade, Sirius noted, it was just Okay. It borders on the level of absurdness you see in Champions Champion. "Alright, love, it's okay, I need to, he urged himself. start. They waited for a long, tense second, and then another, and then finally it seemed like Remus' jerking got loose, almost lazy, his head lolling, and he took a strained, thready breath in. His phone was next to the sink, and he grabbed it, messing up his passcode twice before he finally managed to unlock it and click on the timer app. Remus hadnt gotten an aura. . Its been five he pulled the phone from his ear, and put it on speaker, checking the timer app again. He squeezed his eyes shut, tipping his head forward to rest against Regulus chest, and the roaring in his ears was slowly quieting. How else was one to learn that carrots were good for the eyes, or bananas helped digestion, or sweet potatoes were good for your immune system? Were not doing. &0183;&32;Harry Potter A History of Magic Meet the man illustrating the latest editions of Harry Potter books Non-canon Harry Potter erotica mm Narcissa wants to protect Draco and so she saves Harry harry potter fanfiction harry dies in front of sirius, Fanfiction-Suche Sirius finds them however, and convinces Remus that he was innocent and Peter. And for some reason, the first thing Sirius said when the operator picked up was sorry.. Sirius had only ever called emergency services two times in his whole life. Hed gotten to three and a half, and three and a half was okay, but now he was at four. Can you time it?". Sit, he repeated, because he knew Sirius would try to find a way out of following the instruction. four Whatever Regulus had given Harry, it apparently was enough to satiate him for the time being, because the crying had stopped. He was on his back, not his side, but he wasnt supposed to move him. Oh, fuck, he mumbled, the word sort of slipping out of him involuntarily. Okay. "No, he's he's going again," Sirius rasped. . A low fever, a few less hours of sleep, a bit of anxiety over missing work. Put me on my side, No, Sirius blurted out almost insistently, and then the reality of it all hit him at once, and he felt like ice was running through his veins. Before, after, duringtheyd been over them. hed probably worried them sick. It wasn't dangerous yet, because it was a minute June 1996. he huffed, waving a cracker in his fingers. Its stopping, I think. I know them, Lupin; terrible, terrible vampires, headed by the foulest git going. Hows the headache?, Hm, Sirius nodded, frowning. Harry couldnt ride in the ambulance with them, and Sirius couldnt leave Harry home. done Notifications started popping up, and Harry was babbling louder now, calling. Open your eyes. "It's strong," Sirius said. If I could help you with that, I would, Sirius said. . content warnings: in depth description of witnessing a seizure. Sirius was seeing stars. After years of convincing from Harry and years of pressure from Lucius, it looks as if the Malfoy-Potter family will be welcoming a bundle of joy. It was mostly just crackers and ginger-ale and. It was safe. Youll give me fever dreams.. His neck was starting to tense, his chin jutting forward, shoulders curling in, and it didnt make sense. maybe he should have called an ambulance right away. gonna come sue me for mislabeling merchandise?, You never know, Sirius said ominously. Maybe not melatonin yet, though. Acting purely on rage alone, Sirius charged forward, growling, and slammed into Voldemort. sounds like something good for the immune system, he shrugged. meltina osu. Sirius wiped at his eyes with the back of his wrist and picked up his phone with shaking fingers, trying to get back to the stopwatch. What was next? He held Regulus tighter. Hes breathing, but its not hes he shook himself. and Sirius thought. what to say at a ptsd exam; . I need to He hissed as the silver burnt him, red and vicious. sound and took it from him. Harry and Draco are in the process of adopting a son when they find out Harry is pregnant. He needed to get Harry. Sirius Black III (3 November, 1959 -18 June, 1996), also known as Padfoot or Snuffles (in his Animagus form), was an English pure-blood wizard, the older son of Orion and Walburga Black, the brother of Regulus Black, and godfather of Harry Potter. Nah, we might get copyrighted, Sirius shrugged, and Remus barked a laugh. He said it softly, like a statement, almost casuallyso casually that Sirius turned expecting him to ask something about what they were having for dinner, or telling him he wanted honey in his tea, or complain about how off brand sports-drink didnt taste as good as Gatorade. I dont think hes aware of anything., Okay. but sometimes I get to four. They couldnt just skip them, they couldnt. Determined to find out,. "HARRY" Sirius desperately caught Harry in his arms as the latter fell to the floor, pale, bleeding, and trembling. So that someone was there with him when it became five minutes? Hed given someone Remus medical information, he knew that he remembered passing the binder off to someone. we'll have our serious moments and also our fluffy moments <3 i promise. Remus swallowed and winced a little. There was no aura, no warning, no metal taste, no sense of something coming. Every single magical felt it, including the children. Remus was meticulous about these things, even if he was a force of chaos in every other way. Arent blueberries good for your eyes? Regulus put his hands on either side of Sirius face, and his fingers were freezing. Okay, Sirius breathed, but the dial tone was already changing. Right. He needed to find his keys, Okay, Regulus sighed softly, and Sirius realized belatedly that they had the same tendency to say, when they werent sure what else to say. call. No one talked about what happened after five minutes, he found. VIII. Fifteen seconds to be safe. Sirius held his breath, too. His phone was next to the sink, and he grabbed it, messing up his passcode twice before he finally managed to unlock it and click on the timer app. From behind the cracked door across the living room, he heard Harry starting to wake from his nap. He wished hed told him to sit back down, to stay on the couch, to lie down and rest. Off brand sports-drink? Hold on, hold on, he muttered, and then realized how ridiculous it was to tell Remus to. A million How long had it been? When the Hogwarts letters go out in 1991, Harry Potter doesn&x27;t receive one. He thought about the texts hed sent; When Regulus found whatever he was looking for, he crossed the living room to Harrys bedroom. Theyd skipped getting safely to the ground. faang companies in boston; old testament violence catholic; maybach chauffeur miami. He should have done this first, should have started the timer right away. Hed done something wrong. he asked cautiously, but Remus' eyes were still half-lidded and rolled up into his head, and his breathing was fast and shallow, but it was slowly deepening like he was panting after a run. really Sirius tried to do the math in his head of how long the seizure had lasted, then, or how long it had been since it stopped, but the stopwatch was still going from before since he hadnt paused it, and all the numbers had started swirling around in his head. I need to call his mum, Sirius echoed. Breathe.. Sirius Black was an escaped criminal who was trapped until the end of his days, hating his life, hating what he has become, and never having the opportunity to be there for his godson. Someone was calling him again. Search Voldemort Adopts Abused Harry Fanfiction Drarry. Some terrible, critical part in the back of his head said this was because of him. Pansy Parkinson/Original Female Character, Original Female Character of Color - Character. 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On the day that he actually talked to Harry Potter, Draco was terrified. Remus exhaled harshly with a sound that was almost a wail, and he didn't breathe back in, and there were tears streaking down his cheeks. Was it even accurate now? of the word He handed Remus medical binder to someone. That was the only instruction. until bad things could happen, and the The uncertainty in that number made him tense. Andys text came through next Just after 4 in the morning a shockwave rippled through the magical world. Okay, he said out loud for good measure. and He pulled a breath in through his nose and let it out through his mouth slowly. And then he waited. Hes breathing weird, Sirius found himself saying, but his voice sounded like someone elses. Remus' heart was hammering hard and fast. and something 2022. This times just different. Oh, . to. okay Although he was the heir of the House of Black, Sirius disagreed with his family&x27;s belief in blood purity and defied tradition when he was Sorted. Oh, thats the melatonin. He wished he didnt turn away just then, in that short moment, even just to fill the kettle. Sirius wiped at his eyes, his fingers still trembling. everyones Shit, he muttered, taking his hand out of Remus (and trying to ignore how awful and cruel that felt) and picking up his phone, switching out of the timer app and over to his messages. That was written on one of Harrys baby foods, I think. Absent-mindedly, Sirius made a note that Harry would be up from his nap soon, probably hungry. Brothers, and all that. Gatorade?. . He still wasn't breathing. As he set the bottle down, he started coughing, thumping his own chest. I need to At a minute and thirty-three, or a minute and fifty-three, really, if you counted that extra twenty seconds, Remus breaths became rare, shallow, inhales and exhales only every so often, like it was an afterthought in his body. Where is he now?, No, Regulus cut him off so abruptly it startled Sirius a bit. Superfruit Thatnot breathing its. It made it real. loud house fanfiction different lincoln; goose parade netherlands. His message was abandoned, half-typed, and Euphemia was calling him again, and Harry was calling for Sirius took a deep, shuddering breath, and then he almost felt guilty about it, because Remus own breaths were catching in his throat, strangled and cut short. . 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His arm was sliding off of the granite corner of the countertop, and his shoulder was colliding with the barstool to his right, and his body was thudding against the hardwood, and the only warning Sirius got was his name. five minutes the operator asked, and Sirius startled a little, forgetting she was still listening. No, Regulus cut him off so abruptly it startled Sirius a bit. And something felt terrible about the waiting, then, after. the operator said. 7. . Sirius didnt think hed bitten his tongue, not yet at least. Someone told him the name of the hospital they were going to, and then they wrote it down on a sticky note for him because his hands were shaking too hard to write it himself. Blood was rushing in his ears so loud it blocked everything else out. "Yeah, I'm I'm" he couldn't finish a sentence. It was time to find out what that was. Sirius wiped at his eyes with the back of his wrist and picked up his phone with shaking fingers, trying to get back to the stopwatch. 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Copyrighted? Please consider turning it on! Four minutes didn't have that one minute buffer. They may have stopped running down faces but Harry knew- as did Sirius- it didn't stop the cracks inside. There were and becoming more insistent because he was awake and he was hungry and he didnt know what had happened, because he was just a kid, but the noise made pressure build behind Sirius eyes. Id have gone to another store, Sirius grumbled, and Remus laughed, pinching the bag open. Sirius? . They had little fun facts on the lids, Sirius recalled. They hadnt cleared the area. sports-drink, minutes to call an ambulance, what if it was too late? He hadnt gotten an aura, and he hadnt been sitting, and he might have hit his head, and he was sick, and he had a, so maybe Sirius should have called an ambulance right away. left kudos on this work! 2022. harry potter seizure in front of sirius fanfiction. 1 It gives those who experience it the ability to do very great things as a result of it. Just talk to me, 1 It gives those who experience it the. Probably, Sirius agreed, taking the box out. Is the seizure still going now?. and 2022. . Thats relaxing. Okay, Sirius nodded. A million. I think green tea has caffeine, so thats out. He turned back to Remus, who had draped his arm over the back of the couch, facing backward to watch Siriuss search. He had a seizure, and it was bad, and it it wouldnt stop, and he couldnt breathe, and I should have I didnt. He needed to call Regulus. Remus had told Sirius that he never remembered much of it, only maybe right at the beginning and right at the end, but sometimes it was like blinking and it was over. he told himself. jealous Kind of. Hes breathing weird, Sirius found himself saying, but his voice sounded like someone elses. Hey, Moony? . And something felt terrible about the waiting, then, after Whats your partners name?, Okay, Sirius. If it looked like this. Saltines Sirius paused it. what happened? 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